this
bed is awfully big without you in it, I, could pick up
pieces of your broken heart to fix it but, my, hands I
held you with keep getting these incisions, time is running
out, cause I know you made your decision long ago,

… and I don’t know, if i can
sleep
… these nightmares feel more real than
dreams
… but I’m so tired, I feel
weak, why can’t I sleep?, why does last week feel long ago

lately I despise
laying on this queen size, the
emptiness reminds me
when I had you right beside me and

ten thousand eighty minutes a-
go, you had your ear, on my
chest above my heartbeat just to
make sure you could hear, but

people like
us think we deserve, people and
things that make us hurt, when it goes
good we don’t think we’re worth it, so in that
sense I guess we’re perfect

but sooner or
later there comes another, that treats us
worse than we did eachother, with king size
sheets, that’ll help you sleep, and
a pillow that fits it, and when your head hits it, girl this

this
bed is awfully big without you in it, I, could pick up
pieces of your broken heart to fix it but, my, hands I
held you with keep getting these incisions, time is running
out, cause I know you made your decision long ago,

… and I don’t know, if i can
sleep
… these nightmares feel more real than
dreams
… but I’m so tired, I feel
weak, why can’t I sleep?, why does last week feel long ago


(VERSE 2 - RAP)

look at you, you’re fucking beautiful, I’m
sagging like my eyebags and chewing at my cuticles
Me and life distract you, but you didn’t have to
pull the plug just to smell the roses at the funeral

, I couldn’t comfort her under a hundred comforters
who the hell was I kidding? that feeling just wasn’t mutual,
whole time I thought that our love was in a work zone
under some construction, but twice as fine as usual

another ex lover and a friend I sup-
pose, another hoodie, you can take the rest of these
clothes, another pillow-case where your heads supposed to
go, another person that you love, I guess I won’t im-pose, another day pretending I don’t care bout what you chose, I’ll shrug it off and say whatever that’s just how it goes,
another sleepless night I suppose..
another sleepless night I suppose, it goes

this
bed is awfully big without you in it,
though your
love is inconsistent, girl I miss it, and would take that pain again in half an instant
head is spinnin, I feel sick, cause I been drinking
but what difference does it make to you? it
didn’t long ago..
and I’m
scaring all my friends, cause they can’t
help, I keep my distance
I don’t feel right, I feel different
haven’t felt good in a minute
and I
wish I could be like you and say fuck it, but these
butterflies and bats inside my stomach
all I’ve felt since long ago