1. |
The Purple Gem Erodes
02:39
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Little Zacharia
spoke to Baphomet
He didn’t want to die but
he went inanimate
isn’t that hilarious
It’s what I run away from, the
water carries the aquarius
Let the waves take ‘em
The water carries the Aquarius
Let the waves take ‘em
The water carries the Aquarius
Let the rain take ‘em
I hate him, I hate him, it’s
either make or break, and
I’m the only one who made it, so
It was all mistake, cause
what’s a victory, to absolutely nothing?
Hope my absence makes you all disgusted
At this point, I can’t think of much else
let’s go be numb together
we don’t need any help
The water carries the Aquarius
Let the waves take ‘em
The water carries the Aquarius
Let the rain take ‘em
Let the rain take ‘em
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2. |
Afraid
05:20
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I aint never felt like this
tight chest and a balled up fist
Please
Don’t get me wrong
These same dumb songs
It’s been too long
Since you’ve been gone
I’m not that strong
These same dumb songs
It’s been too long
Since you’ve been gone
Why are we
Afraid of what we want?
Uncertainty
Like a ghost you haunt
Why do we
Do just what we want?
Until finally
Like a ghost you haunt
I aint never felt like this
No excitment, peace or bliss
Please
Don’t get me wrong
These same dumb songs
It’s been too long
Since you’ve been gone
I’m not that strong
These same dumb songs
It’s been too long
Since you’ve been gone
Why are we
Afraid of what we want?
Uncertainty
Like a ghost you haunt
Why do we
Do just what we want?
Until finally
Like a ghost you haunt
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3. |
eastlake
01:58
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Don’t say I don’t care, don’t care
I am not doing fine, no, don’t go on
I just wanna
live and it’s not fair, not fair
Wanna go back in time, when I
wasn’t gone
(please)
Maybe a spliff, maybe a fifth
Never awake I just always drift
Face it, sick, hate this shit
Self Awareness terrible gift
Aint about you I just want to express
Never attached and I’m always depressed
Blunt and I don’t even care about feelings
and that goes for you and for me I’m not healing
I’m mearly a feautre, a puzzle-less piece
Never been happy but keeping the peace
Wanting and waiting and self depricating
and by the end of it accepting defeat
Meds are never working
Belly of the beast
I’ll admit to you I’m troubled
when the sun sets east
I’ve been feeling pain, I’ve been feeling pain
just to hold on
and I don’t feel the same, I’m so numb
I’ve been feeling pain, I’ve been feeling pain
just to hold on
and I don’t feel the same, I’m so numb
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4. |
Exhaust
02:56
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7.9 Billion lives
Why are you the one that wants to take up my time
Every time I speak it’s like I’m messing in mine fields
Every time you talk you seem to be up in my feels
High Heels, Don’t slip I just split peel, I’m
always bad at walking and talking
but good at long spiels
Feeling like your favorite color, kind of a dark teal
More blue, not another that’s ideal
5 meals, you deserve it and more
Get real, get dessert for like 4 of em
Used to being lost and I often get double crossed
So I solve it with hoggen-daz and a cause for exhaust
I’m always baffled, raffle basket, talking and laughing
cause it’s one small chance but I’m tryin and happy
If I’m sad then I’m sorry, I just be getting dissmisive
Now we’re close and I’m distant
I just want you to listen
Green in the distance
my sense of purpose is missing
feel like a burden I’m livid
I’m living what I’ve been giving
but giving nothing I’m sick and
seemingly compliment fishing, fuck it
I won’t be forgiven
Silly and constantly slipping
sipping lipton cinnamon, sinning and so innocent
feeling, like a cinema, stiil just another citizen
ask a bunch of questions and
always looking for local proof
Ignorance, illusions, I’m losing all of the noble truths
If god is really real then I mean who am I to do this
and If karma is a bitch then I swear to god I’m a buddhist
Sorry for my actions, I know that I’m always foolish
I’m just bad at all my movement cause girly you are the cutest
If god is really real then I mean who am I to do this
and If karma is a bitch then I swear to god I’m a buddhist
Sorry for my actions, I know that I’m always foolish
I’m just bad at all my movement cause girly you are the coolest
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5. |
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Pajamas, marijuana, comma
Kamikazes crash land
Amusement Parks, The cotten candy
Picked up by a white man
The fly landed, humans step and
he had died, and I began
to contemplate, why contemplate?
The food chain is mine and
the pupils of the teacher dialated in a moment
the kids watch, and can’t look, try and think, I can
Can’t pick up jobs cause I can’t pick up my pants, take
Vivanse on Vivanse on Vivanse on Vivanse
In my trance, got no chance of picking up new plants
expiriment for the 9th time, this week with romance
we dance, go to france, I might join a rock band
I’m intrigued, In a trance, I feel like an old man
I’m so smart I’m so wise I’m so dumb, bout to die
I’m so numb I’m so glum, nostalgia, bout to cry
No, why, Don’t know why (Why, why, why, why?)
Wonder how high, If I count until I die
1, 2, 3, 4
Wait now I’m starving, I fasted, like Busta
Look at me know, are you proud mom. “What the?”
Far, how far, can I go, In this car, In slow mo
Honking the horn, all the lights give me comatose
1, 2, 3, 4
Quietly, Society Had lied to me, anxiety
Varieties, the irony, of privacy in diaries
High-o-ly, addictive like sobriety, entirely
or posting up a picture, cause I need some notoriety
My god, he’s so cool, he almost died that one time
Yeah commited murder
but come on that’s only one crime
Shot up his own mind, for that he did no time
1 plus a zero, so ten times, that’s one dime
like oh my, one more than nine
that is i, in roman signs
Alphabet, is what I meant
like percocet, the pain is mine
paint the finest picture, with a perfect line
with no design, I kill the artist, let the world
decide and think how they define
I hate me, I love who I wish I was
Give a special hug to your local crip, and/or blood
the world shrugs at all thugs, I plug in my earbuds
Brain bugs, have you ever had sex while on drugs?
1, 2, 3, 4
You gon make me think it’s something
but really it’s nothing new
You gon make me think I’m somthing
but really nobody knew
Catch a ball and roll it on the grass
before you catch a body
All you talk is potty training
after you can blow a shotty
Packing it, the baddest shit is sadder
than a tatted wrist
Angry sex is saddening after, even the baddest bitch
Pacifist is passionless
you hit me up I’m passing it
Beatles always taught me that love is the greatest smashing hit
1, 2, 3, 4
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6. |
moon
03:13
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disobeying the doctor
which one of you accusing me of failing a proctor
lost 15 pounds in a matter of month
Drop an S like a dollar sign and buy me a lunch
I don’t love you a bunch
Notre females in the knight, dames call it a hunch, little
girl, I know you having nightmares and such
but when I try to sleep at night I’m really scared to wake up
I think I’m trying too hard
Unsatisfying little hobbies that I gotta discard
It’s fucking sickenin how sick I am, I made it so far
reject, swipe left, credit your cards right
Fist up for this fucker keeping your guard tight
Lay in bed in hopes that it’ll make all the wrongs right
Everyone’s cautious
I haven’t even eaten yet I’m still getting nausous
I just hope that your jealous…cause If you’re lower than
this, then you know right where hell is, I’m leaving
messages, texting, thinking “what is her fetish?”
But you would never go back, and that’s what makes you so selfish
and I’m the one that was left
and you just post for the book
The pictures of you crying
next to all the pictures we took
It’s because of you I can’t enjoy those songs anymore
and my wrist about as messy as my bedroom floor
I’m always reeking of reefer and
I’m supposed to be sleeping
and I’m supposed to be eatin
But it’s been 7 days and I don’t have an achievement
I swear I feel so defeated and now my head getting heated
My momma cried in my arms
we got some similar eyelids
there’s bags underneath
I’m stuck in autopilot, and now
don’t be worried, just pretend that I don’t mean it
I’m sorry for myself and sorry for the inconvenience
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7. |
Raindrops On My Keyboard
06:41
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The rain came down…
like bricks on strings
It’s funny how I think of all the stupid things
and when I do, you never front or fret
Embarrass yourself without a single regret
and goddamn, girl I got a raft for two
So put on your raincoat and your boots
the whole world flooded and I’m taking you, we look
at the sunflowers not at the roots, so when I
ask why your upset,
I don’t look at the fact that your obsessed with,
messages that relieve the stress and
blocking out sadness with cassettes, it’s so hard
to imagine, a world where things like this don’t happen
the water’s risen, 10 feet high
all the flowers now touch the sky
we float, we float along, float along, yes float along
play a song, let the song go on
and we won’t stop until the song’s not on
The rain’s still coming, coming down fast
but we stay floating in this big yellow raft
Problems drown, we stay alive
above the streets where we used to drive
I don’t know where we are going
I’m used to never knowing
Sorry for the questions
I just think you’re special
messages and letters
There’s nobody better
While I’m still awake
Please don’t float away (x8)
No life jackets I don’t have time for safety
That’s why I decided to love again and lately
everybody fibbing and everybody is fake, see
Even when your loving I’m hoping that you don’t hate me
If you make me cave in I will break and I get shaky
I’m scared as hell and honestly you make me fucking crazy
I try to pretend that it doesn’t even phase me
But I’m really indecisive and my demons will chase me
Face me, when I’m talking to you
There’s not enough poems and these violets are violet
they never were blue they were broken I know it
So I will float across the world until I find a black rose
I don’t know what I would do without you
It’s not that I’m dependant and It’s not that I get violent
and even if I do i swear you’ll never even notice
Forget it, let us float, see how far that we go
Back to lovey dovey girl you’re my favorite, I wouldn’t
pick another person on this earth to stay with
Why are you here?
and why am I asking?
maybe It’s fear
or maybe it’s passion
I just gotta ask
I know it’s depressing
but why do you feel the need, to need a heaven
I have it right here
I could die in a second
I’m really really sorry I just have some more questions
I don’t know where we are going
I’m used to never knowing
Sorry for the questions
I just think you’re special
messages and letters
There’s nobody better
I will suffocate
If you float away
Please don’t float away (x7)
I really miss you a lot
I wonder what’s it’s like
I’m gonna find you though soon
I’ll go overboard too
I don’t know if it was on purpose
but I hope that it was worth it
I’m gonna find you though soon
I’m gonna drown with you
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8. |
Open Mic
05:50
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This is open
Mic night
Right? Right.
Step right in, up
onto spotlight
gotta get tight, then I gotta breathe in
See him, why you wanna be him?
he ain’t even that tight
close my eyes till the end of the night
Pass out, cry, hell, I just might
I can’t see cause of all the lights but
I see my future looking bright
Why? (why? why? why?)
I don’t really know but I might as well try
hopefully, before I say goodbye
I can feel real high off of good replys
Please get hype, Hope you don’t dislike
I can feel my heartbeat, Stomach got kites
Hope we match, we can strike, I’m your type
Open Minds on a open mic
Open Mic, Open Mic, Open Mic gotta open mic
Never really thought that I looked too tight
But now I gotta prove it on an open mic
Open Mic, Open Mic, Homie this is open mic
Never really thought that I looked too tight
But now I gotta prove it on an open mic
All I do is dream, It may seem like I’m a lame
All I gotta do is scream, see the theme I’m getting fame
If you want, you can get, Every word you gon regret
If you want, you can get, I’ll make you never forget, Bitch
Look at all these faces, it don’t phase me
I’ve been places, placing 1st in every case it’s
sick, standing on these stages
thinking, drinking would be nice, I’m sinking
deeper and my head is shrinking, I wake up and look in crowd, I see my fans and I start blinking, wow, man
aint this cool, they don’t teach this shit in school
why the hell do I go then?
cause I’m scared of what, if, when?
write with pen, I mess up then, i scratch it, fuck it up again, where you been?
I been on, “boy you must be vagabond“
damn right cause I’m always gone,
working and writing these songs
Art and covers, I have drawn
I’m a king who came from pawn
said so long, it won’t be long
I will find where I belong
All you been doing is wrong
I’ve been right, like all along
Godammit I’m so cool, godammit i’m so fly
people swatting at me asking why the hell won’t I die
Get on stage and do what you like
Sing it like no-ones watching right?
Sing it real loud, and get real hype
One more time I’m on a, what?
Open Mic, Open Mic, Open Mic gotta open mic
Never really thought that I looked too tight
But now I gotta prove it on an open mic
Open Mic, Open Mic, Homie this is open mic
Never really thought that I looked too tight
But now I gotta prove it on an open mic
All I do is dream, It may seem like I’m a lame
All I gotta do is scream, see the theme I’m getting fame
If you want, you can get, Every word you gon regret
If you want, you can get, I’ll make you never forget
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9. |
Sorry, Charlie (Beat)
04:58
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10. |
I Feel Like Cameron
03:20
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Life’s got me in check
Seems like a check-mate
with all this debt and hella stress
at my neck with all the hate, and it
seems like every time I try to try it don’t go right
but despite it I’m like Kendrick I think we gon be alright
when I be thinking I’m nothing and sitting and
having a head full of doubt I’ma win
it’s a game that we play when we wanna give in
but I can’t afford it so let me begin
I’ma be happy nobody can stop me and
I’ma look down with nobody on top of me
coppin the coolest now they all be on me
all the hoes tell and It’s not a monopoly
I do not need help and no i don’t need your suggestions
I already got myself, to ask myself a bunch of questions
like
where the hell we going?
where the hell we going?
where the hell we going?
where the hell we go nobody knows
Cause I feel like cameron in 86’
So ill, I feel sick
Throwing up my hands
While driving whips
Feel it, go ahead and vibe with it
In the morning I’ll feel like shit
Until then I’m just like this
I feel like cameron in 86’
So ill, I feel sick
Throwing up my hands
While driving whips
Feel it, go ahead and vibe with it
In the morning I’ll feel like shit
Until then I’m just like this
I feel like cameron in 86’
I feel like cameron in 86’
Splashing aquatic
like drinking a tonic I’m honestly
quality, probably chronic
There’s never been iller
i’m sick need a pill
and I may be neurotic
like bowie an oddity
Probably got to me
he made profit he
Said it and spit it to make it known audibly
fond of me fond of me, hot and got comedy
now I’m just joshing you, so idiotic, he
Wanted to be it but couldn’t believe it
he hated himself and now he is succeeding
Defeated like never cause they couldn’t beat him
He had a vision when they couldn’t they see him
All of the homies are eating I’m leaving you
eating the dust i’m ahead of your seasons
Leisure and loving is all I be doing
Got the old timers like what is the meaning?
What is the meaning, what you are seeing is
something that’s better that you’ve ever known
Put on cologne, checking my phone
Proving em wrong, all on my own
Now I know you know it
so how the hell it go?
I’ve been cruising for some hours and
where the hell we go? nobody knows
Cause I feel like cameron in 86’
So ill, I feel sick
Throwing up my hands
While driving whips
Feel it, go ahead and vibe with it
In the morning I’ll feel like shit
Until then I’m just like this
I feel like cameron in 86’
So ill, I feel sick
Throwing up my hands
While driving whips
Feel it, go ahead and vibe with it
In the morning I’ll feel like shit
Until then I’m just like this
I feel like cameron in 86’
I feel like cameron in 86’
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11. |
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My. Girl. Says. I’m A.
Pushover, she says that I’m too nice
and my fingernails must taste amazing
cause that’s all I bite
except for my tounge, when you spit in my face
Cause I’m feeling sympathetic
for all courts and the cases I want a
panic attack that gives a sudden awakening
to the fact that I am something great
so I’m no longer faking it
I’m taking it, on the chin and regretting it
meaning I will either lie awake or I will forget again
Fuck that, I have to change
Don’t know why but once again
I gotta keep my head down and rearrange
Only feel fine when I’m feeling strange
make the grade or my mom mad
more mad than my own dad
I just gotta lose all contact
and I dont really find that, too bad, I got
friends, ends meet, dead
friends, and me, fed
Head, red dot, bed
ex just got wed
Music, I’m a fan of this
Alcohol and Cannabis
Got so many chemicals
I’m pissing off my therapist
too many things on brain
think I’m bouta go insane
Still sound so cliché
less a God than Charlemagne
Hall of Fame, On My Way
Gotta say it twice a day
otherwise
I’ll look down and what will happen?
I can’t say
Of Foreign Lands & People, Where I Am?
Of Foreign Lands & People, Where Am I?
Of Foreign Lands & People, Where I Am?
Of Foreign Lands & People, Where The Fuck Am I?
Of Foreign Lands & People, Where I Am?
Of Foreign Lands & People, Where Am I?
Of Foreign Lands & People, Where I Am?
Of Foreign Lands & People, Where The Fuck Am I?
My. Girl. Says. I’m.
Special what the fuck does that even
mean to you people
I’m burning down the theatre
my life don’t deserve a sequal
If you play me like a VHS it’s just as nostalgic
so stop and hit rewind, because I’m finished with all of it
In the
Fall or follows autumn they brought me on to the bottom
with the fishnetted legs, she’s depressed oh now we’ve got him
Of Foreign Lands & People
I’m huffing up hella diesel
I’m a feeble little fucker so just
pass me the keys
I’m bout to drive off
that cliff
bath salts, actress
doing, dating
backflips, I do bad flicks don’t
lift up my mattress
just look at my new status
Preaching what I practice
I’m a druggie, I’m a catholic
I’m also an alcoholic but only from the chalice
I love God, I pray to him, but only in my palace
I balance all of this, on a ball that’s in my fist
not all the time, just in the church when the poor people
look at my wrist
I’m not like that I’m just pissed
8th date, too scared to kiss
8th grade, my hair’s a mess
Oh wait, Mom plays Oasis
full of this, I’m through with this
Information, I do with this
looking back it’s only bullies
bully clubs and bully shit
Of Foreign Lands & People, Where I Am?
Of Foreign Lands & People, Where Am I?
Of Foreign Lands & People, Where I Am?
Of Foreign Lands & People, Where The Fuck Am I?
Of Foreign Lands & People, Where I Am?
Of Foreign Lands & People, Where Am I?
Of Foreign Lands & People, Where I Am?
Of Foreign Lands & People, Where The Fuck Am I?
My. Girl. Says. I’m A.
Killer…
No not kill her, I’m a killer, I mean
what do you expect
in all these bars and refillers
and that’s not a rap line
this is honest as fuck
if I was trapping I’d be happy and I’d
have better luck
and I would never ever matter
cause this family of crackers hates me now
well how bout after, all the laughter, got new chucks
threw up chunks, help me up, help me live
help me stunt, help me out, help a bunch
hell do you got a couple bucks, but
I would never ask cause I’m anxious as hell
I hope I’m on your mind cause I’m not doing so well
and when the expectations raise
I hope you never give me praise, cause
it’s your fault I’m doing better
“I’m amazed at you these days”
is what you’d say, if you were here
but I fear, that you are, only near
and not close enough to feel me whisper
secrets to your ear, here
let me to try explain the pain you
put me through
lyin to me, might as well have
put me through a hula hoop
cause now my throats on fire and my head is
doing loopty loops
and spinning so fast, that I think I’m falling into you
I mean for you, not to do, I mean the sex is pretty cool
but fuck it if you fucked with me twice, I wouldn’t fuck with you
(fuck with you, fuck with you, fuck with you, fuck you)
(fuck with you, fuck with you, fuck with you, fuck you)
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12. |
Hide
04:03
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Um
Like
Don't Do Drugs
And
Be A Good Person
Cause If You Aren't
Then You Suck
Yes I wear...
I Know That I...
Yes I wear vans and I listen to Mac Demarco I’m
aware that I’m a piece of shit but
what the fuck do I know, I know
that I got the skin of the worlds skinniest rhino cause I’m
weaker than you pussies I’ll
take your ass to a gyno tho
I ain’t acting, I’m iller than Ben Stiller
I said fuck support like I’m tearing down all the pillars
taking more pills than my parents so it’s apparent
that I’m normally a killer. apparently too embarrasing
took a day to Ferris, I’m wheeling down through the
merry go
I told my girl to make like Ferris and take it off (woah)
Drunk Drive a buggy through Mexico cause it’s funny
Love me wanna hug me, I’m
broke and a fucking dummy, they
calling me a cutie
they playing me like a fiddle, aint a riddle
I’m aware that I look like Stewart Little
Is that the kid or the mouse… I don’t fucking remember,
yo
Everything is not what it seems
Selena the teenage wizard is in my dreams
Lithium? Whatchu mean? Down a bunch of Mr. Clean
take an ounce of scooby snacks and
drive the mystery machine, through Ladera carefully
carelessly, camera, carrying
Screaming I’ma save you Cameron after the DVD
Picturing the pain I pinned myself upon the porcelain
important, I’m imported from the
backer part of Dorothys dreams
poorly educated I’m a 4th the course like mac n cheese
raise the steaks I’m never eating even if you give for free
Victory, just for me, can I pay the entrance fee
Enemies can talk to me cause half the time I will agree
Kiss to me and I’ll be bound to fall for it in every way
cause every day I seem to think that harm is never in my way
It’s all made up it’s in my brain
Ego Death, I’m a stain
I’ll abstain on taking strains
take a breath, stay awake
don’t you cry and don’t complain and
don’t you ever rise to fame
and don’t you got somewhere to be
and don’t you wanna hide away
(Distorted mumbling about how I’m trash)
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13. |
WELLAWARE
04:21
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3 eyes 2 ears, to hear the 1 Shakespeare
I disassociate, disband and then I dissapear
with you puppets and I’m
cutting ties to all the puppetiers
sick puppy, musty I got musket triple musketeer
Fuck me dear, is all she says but
I can’t really bear to hear
little birdy told me I’m natures version of worst fear
Reflex, I sense, tell me if it hurts here
not quite, think I need some more far, less near
four, par, 8 bars, golfing with the idea
That i need to spice it up, wrap it up like tortilla
Man I got some more to see
Rick in neck and Morty see
Scientifically, burn the bush like Georgie 43, My
father is more sick than me,
apple hanging from the tree
got so many bruises I’m unedible
incredible
Never have regrets but I wish that I could take it back
White boy smoking pot
should never call the keddle black
Imagine there’s no heaven, I been trying
for years, I’m a
Lennon like legend, before Johnny appears
Facing all the facts, IS facing my fears
not the first to talk about it, but feeling pioneer
I’m alone, and growing up is worst of ideas
Fine line between us and all the things that I hear
Imagine all the people, I’m evil, and so deceitful
I’m a theif of regal weasels, you homies never be equal, fuck it
keep your chin up, and sip a loco from the holy grail
Cold as hell, I’m wishing well, they falling, I just kiss and tell
Pot to piss in, fist in air, and sniffing all the Christian Air
Inhaling, holy hell, I’m healing, Help me sir, nobody cares
OMG… who is he?… don’t act like you aren’t aware
I’d beware and say a prayer, cause musically he aint impaired
I’m fairly good, and barely there, I’m killing it, it’s barely fair
embarrassing, you care but you weren’t even there
I’m well aware.
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