I’m not really human I’m assuming, and I’m judging
Never budging
I got friends like Randy Newman with a budget
Mustn't be lover I’m a hater masturbating little skater
who can never fucking come to a conclusion
I feel useless, and I feel stupid
half the time I take it out on people
who don’t do shit
Pipe dream chasing, by pacing and facing the fact that I’m evil, so I live backwards I’m satan

(What the fuck is wrong with you?)

Since I was young
I’ve been thinking too much
now I’m 17 and it hasn’t stopped once
and everybody says it’s because I am a dunce
but I’m not, I mean kinda, I don’t really wanna front
I’m just fucked, I can’t conduct, myself, I need help, I suck, like bitches that I love, cause they let me bust I aint happy but at least I was for once.

Give me some help, to kill the nearest therapist
apparent I am nothing but an arrogant terrorist
Got a fucking problem dude?
you can kiss this ass of mine
you asinine, parasite, running like a felon type
running like a Mexican over the border verified
Here, let me be so brutal and I’ll specify
Here, let me take this little pad and a pen of mine
Write down my brain and start a whole fucking genocide

I’m just sad I don’t mean to be mean
I’m not bad, just a little obscene
but what does that mean, to a guy like me
I’m high and I’m low, and I’m in-between
Also my brain is filled with shit
Swinging at songs but I’ll never make a hit
Thinking up shit, but i think it’s sick
So I think of something that’s a little like this
Try to stay happy but impossible to shift
Clowning around but I’m never It
King, of stealing, Stevens readings
Inglorious Bastard falling in a Brad Pitt
Bitch I’m a misfit
check your fucking privilege
I’m a schizophrenic, I’m twisted and sadistic
Sicker than the sickest, I’m sadder than a slit wrist
so listen just a minute if you think I’m not artistic
yes that’s the ticket, while your on your 5th hit
I’m snorting coke off a fucking basket from a picnic
pills that need refilling, and a couple dollar bills and
it’s not exaggerating when I’m saying that I’m killing

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Can’t think and I can’t sleep
and I can’t be and I did drink
This Just in, like Nsync
That’s 7th time like this week
Smoking, looking, overbooking
Drinking, thinking, overlooking
Took it, toking, choking, took in
Joking, I am Sober shooken
I did nothing, I misguided
I been thinking undivided
Why? Society is blinded

I’ve done nothing, but provided
Life’s got me thinking, Who Decided?