I wanna jump off of a bridge and die
If you say that you don’t that is a lie
Or maybe that’s just me, I’m full of depression
I hate I, I’ll teach myself a lesson
Look down, look around, I’m so sick
On the way down, I hear, “dude, do a flip”
Sick little shit, little bitch, little it
so I down a bunch anti depressant, say I’m lit
and every single person, can say my name like a curse
and they’ll realize I’m at home, I’d rather be in a hearse
(chorus)
I wanna jump, off a bridge and die
I, don’t wanna live so why?
do, I even try
my, life is a slump
so why, don't I jump? (x2)
I wanna drink bleach and call it all quits
I hope I don’t suddenly come to my wits
cause 8 seconds later, I won’t give a shit
and just like my wrists, my mind is slit
I wanna overdose, and I aint even forcing
Put a gun to my brain, blow it out of proportion
Just like my hoodies, I’m all worn
and just like my life, their all torn
I’m another death, nobody will mourn
and to my mom I’m sorry, that I was born
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
I know this whole thing to others might be scarring
I’m an ugly duck, in a pond of prince charming
I might as well stop all of this self harming
Nothing I do ever helps me cope
I’ll hang from the top bunk with a rope
Leave this song as a final note
I’m the worst song, that was ever wrote
How have I been?, well I’ve been better
cause this whole song is my suicide letter
(chorus)
I wanna jump, off a bridge and die
I, don’t wanna live so why?
do, I even try
my, life is a slump
so why, don't I jump? (x2)
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