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released February 9, 2017

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Aspiring Rapper, Actor, Comedian, and other stuff. I rap and people like it. So I made this account. I love you all. Peace and Love to the world my dudes.

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Track Name: BRIDGE
I wanna jump off of a bridge and die
If you say that you don’t that is a lie
Or maybe that’s just me, I’m full of depression
I hate I, I’ll teach myself a lesson
Look down, look around, I’m so sick
On the way down, I hear, “dude, do a flip”
Sick little shit, little bitch, little it
so I down a bunch anti depressant, say I’m lit
and every single person, can say my name like a curse
and they’ll realize I’m at home, I’d rather be in a hearse

(chorus)
I wanna jump, off a bridge and die
I, don’t wanna live so why?
do, I even try
my, life is a slump
so why, don't I jump? (x2)

I wanna drink bleach and call it all quits
I hope I don’t suddenly come to my wits
cause 8 seconds later, I won’t give a shit
and just like my wrists, my mind is slit
I wanna overdose, and I aint even forcing
Put a gun to my brain, blow it out of proportion
Just like my hoodies, I’m all worn
and just like my life, their all torn
I’m another death, nobody will mourn
and to my mom I’m sorry, that I was born

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
I know this whole thing to others might be scarring
I’m an ugly duck, in a pond of prince charming
I might as well stop all of this self harming
Nothing I do ever helps me cope
I’ll hang from the top bunk with a rope
Leave this song as a final note
I’m the worst song, that was ever wrote
How have I been?, well I’ve been better
cause this whole song is my suicide letter



(chorus)
I wanna jump, off a bridge and die
I, don’t wanna live so why?
do, I even try
my, life is a slump
so why, don't I jump? (x2)
Track Name: PALE
I wrote the lyrics somewhere....
I can't find them....
Dammit, I'm lazy.
Track Name: SAD&EMO (Skit)
I'm sad
I'm emo (x10000)
Track Name: ALRIGHTY
This my song, to look back laugh
As an old dude, cracking my back
fact I’m a child, I eat snacks
and I act, like I smoke crack
Back to the basics, back it on back
Backpacks, sit on the top of the rack
Crack addicts sit in the back of the van
trying to tell me take a whack (at it)
go ahead, and just tell me that
When I try it, not gonna lie, relapse
so now I’m in the cadillac
trying not to athsma attack
Skateboard down to the liquor store
Buying a brisk, and a couple more (of these)
candy bars, maybe get like four
then who am I, gonna answer for
Honestly, this song makes no sense
Spend some dollars, and a couple cents
Don't you worry about a war,
go play tag, and hop a fence
Climb a tree, fall 10 feet
Walk it off in the middle of the street
Oh my god, that was concrete
Where’s my lunchable, trying a eat
dance break
Go crazy
Whoa
Alrighty

(Wait 4 beats)

Eenie Meenie Miney Mo
Verse 2, man here we go
Who is this dude, you don’t even know
Guy that makes your friends go woah


He’s so cool, what does he do?
OMG, he’s kinda cute
big o’l glasses, acts like a dummy
Does he actually think he’s funny
I don’t try to act, Like i’m cool
If anything, I act like a fool
Just be fun, that’s my rule
Most annoying, kid at school
1’s and 2’s, I sing the blues
I spit, like I’m over here trying to chew
Everybody wants to see what I do
so I need my own space like I’m at a zoo
dance break
Go crazy
Whoa
Alrighty

(Wait 4 beats)

Oh my god, theres another verse
This ones probably gonna be the worst
There was the second, and there was the 1st
after that, I think I need to be nursed
Dude, I get it, you wanna offend
Okay I lied this is the end
Track Name: CIDER
Liar Liar, Lyrics Fire
Spit this out like nasty cider
climb to top just like a spider
Hear my voice, need amplifiers
Get inspired, why you crying?
y'all suck worse than pacifier
back and bashing, so satire
making cash, you should retire
on the scale, I go higher
Cut you off like barbed wire
I go real fast, I go real hot
Then I stop like parked tire
16, still better,
than these stupid trend setters
spend my money on some candy
y'all spend yours on gucci sweaters
I get better, never pressured
stay in center, only pleasure
Making dough, Making bread
I ain’t cheesy, making cheddar
just like wine, only get better
Can’t speak to me, Stone Rosetta
Haters tell me how they feel
and run away like love letters

Josh The best
Put minds at rest
I flip this mess like chicken breast
infest the nest
who could’ve guessed
don’t invest
this kids a mess
i know it’s hard to digest
so go ahead and just confess
you already know yourself
that nobody here’s impressed
put this on lock that’s arrest
keep it quiet, stay suppressed
Your obsessed, I suggest
you back up, don’t take requests
he can not think, he needs a shrink
I had to get this off my chest
don’t try to talk back
just be glad this was addressed

What I do, I do it full
yell these lines like musicals
But I don’t use autotune
guess I’m just unusual
people try to pressure me,
honestly I don’t mind it
Only thing that comes from pressure
underground, is a diamond

Think I’m lion, no I’m tiger
Think you major, no you minor
try to copy my style
but you can’t like theres dividers
y’all got swagger, y’all got lighters
I be thankful, like survivors
but this stuff’s about to drop
like you walking on a wire
I exceed what you require
need to be me, like it’s dire
My sound just like honey
cause it’s sweet, and it don’t expire
y’all are cheap, like your Meijer's
I sound better than a choir
But my sound about to spread
like it was a forest fire
I spit it like dragon, no lagging, these khaki’s I'm dragging and sagging like wagon, I’m back and I’m saddened
your fashion is lacking, you brag but I’m captain
I kill like assassin
Spastic, antagonist, mashing the baddest and
Killing the game as if I was a maggot
You worry bout madden, I sit in a palace
I do it so well and so much it’s a habit

Came in the game, and I swear to this day
That I won’t ever stop, cause I never delay
and I pray and I pray, and I spray what I say
and I do it so well, cause I always have passion
Dude your vision must be blurred
your seeing fire from this nerd
flow so drunk it seems so slurred
touch the sky like I’m a bird
I’m a weirdo, I’m absurd
Get impressed with every word
you should leave and don’t return
until your lyrics start to burn
I’m just what your girl preferred
I’m in first while your in third
go ahead and face the fact that
I’m the best you’ve ever heard

These haters gonna pay the toll
the day that I get famous
Dude, I’m on a roll, getting rich
like I’m in Vegas
Other rappers see me,
and you know they hate this
Nobody can be me,
Face it, I’m the greatest
Most underrated, to me this stuff is painless
I’m gon be on billboards,
while you still gon be nameless
my picture I paint this
I’m getting to the basis
that you people are basic
I’m sick like operation

Please don’t speak my name miss
Bouta get so famous
Nobody is gon forget me
like I was a first kiss
Addicting like narcotics
your flow is robotic
mine is so psychotic
I’m Josh The Idiotic!
Track Name: STAGES
(Verse 1)
Stages, he’s feeling contagious, honestly a feeling that you couldn’t even pay for it’s
Sense of wonder not a sense of payment, I mean that in three different terms when I say it-
Find that frame and put a picture unpainted, pissed kids faint, while I sit there amazed n
Awe. Picture on a wall, kids on see-saws now play saw,
a game, of life and death. Jigsaw puzzles on a picnic bench.-
Ignored, Lakers scored, I’m a Dr. tell me, where you soar
I mean in life, where do you fly, if you say where I’m at it’s do or die.
I’m a problem, plus 99, percent of the time, I can barely rhyme
To….. the ignorant youth, who wanna say “trash” when i’m telling the truth
And if i put bass behind a poem, i go from “who cares”, to “i’m the one who knows him”-
So J-O-S-H, T-H-E…I-D-I-O-T-I-C, - says it, I spell it cause most kids can’t
Ironic, idiotic is what i am.
(Chorus)

Find your stage.


(Verse 2)

Stages, sudden anxiety. sudden rush but fine lines aren’t defining me
Different colored minds come in different varieties, Laugh at the bad past, not maniacally.
Finally, a look at society, to see the bad truths and the times that they lied to me.
Hiding from the past but the future is finding me. Maybe it’ll work if i hide more quietly.
Seems like I’m spying, ideas, that only I see. Rhymes seem cold, matter of fact, icy.
Scratch that, i’m not trying to be cool. If i was then I would be lying to you too.
Cause, dude. That’s all we ever do. Lie to make our brothers look like some fools.
I’d fix it myself but I don’t have the tools. And If I did I probably wouldn't use it on you
Beating your chest after cleaning your mess, keep on talking bout how your the best
Treat my heart like a toy chest, if you play with my feelings, you clean the mess
Stages, levels of progress, stressed yet they still question the process
Proceed to say there name, and blame em when tested…God Bless

(Chorus)

Find your stage.

(Verse 3)
Stages, theatre kid, I don’t act my age, I act curious.
Questions, eye in pyramids, and appearing to make you furious
for the people who like to act special, take away power, get em off your mental
So I guess there winning, as I speak, the most fake smiles go cheek to cheek
All they wanna talk about is how you dress, and every single follower is scared to death
Honestly, and that’s for the best, question yourself but don’t second guess
Don’t address, never be like the rest, and uncommonly make common sense.
Ask for change when I put in two sense, and spend your life, like your last expense.


(Verse 4)
start: 3:55

Stages, act different, important dates, like the rocks i’m skipping.
Another drink on the rocks your sipping, and I can’t even tell who you are, gone missing.
… and that’s no diss it’s, The whole number, but missing a few digits.
Offended by religion, I try to tell you i’m living, and you tear it apart, like it’s division.
Piece by piece, day by day, all wrong telling you the right way.
Your acting funny, but you don’t play, while Josh makes his way onto the stage.

(Chorus)

Find your stage.

(END)
Track Name: JOLLY
Okay,
Look It’s Mr. I don’t care
I’ma wear what I wanna wear
Low key hurt and low key scared
cause he knows that we are aware
Of his stupid tendencies
Melodies on LSD
Ecstacy, hella weed
also Methamphetamine
Got that blow, like winter snowy
Oh so grown, this key aint low, he
Pretty pro, now pretty hoes, beg
him to flow for all the dough
I do what I like and I spit it on mic
like a couple of dykes I’ma cut you all night
I come and I strike, to get in your psych
Look at you, look at me, we aint nothing alike

( I DON’T CARE (x8) )
You look at me but obviously I don’t care
You talk about me but obviously I don’t care
and everywhere you go
everyone can stop and stare
now if you hate me I want you to know that I don’t care

I never take a holiday
Working solid, 7 days
Still I’m never weak, I bet
half of you didn’t get that phrase
rapping like a teenager
no mom, it’s not a phase
Everyday, the people pay
I don’t behave
they all so rave and
I can see the future
they all the same, they in a gaze
I must be up on broadway
cause I’m up on a higher stage
Sideways on Highways, swerving in and out
You can try but I advise a different lane
or different route AH

( I DON’T CARE (x8) )
You look at me but obviously I don’t care
You talk about me but obviously I don’t care
and everywhere you go
everyone can stop and stare
now if you hate me I want you to know that I don’t care

Every time I get up on a beat I wait
I don’t have time to hesitate
I eat the beat like I’m overweight
and I never choke or suffocate you
Spit in my face you can try to hate
it’s under the bridge like watergate, call me
Arnold, cause I’m bout terminate, determined
bouta give a verse of pain

never go insane if you can, I’m a man
of my word and I hurt em, with verbals,
I’m blowing em up like propane or a kernel
I’m looking like Urkel, I’m still gonna burn em
I’m bursting the bubble got double the trouble you mumble I’m being the best like it’s bumble
B

Me I’ma be like a tree, get green, and I always grow, and you don’t see

( I DON’T CARE (x8) )
You look at me but obviously I don’t care
You talk about me but obviously I don’t care
and everywhere you go
everyone can stop and stare
now if you hate me I want you to know that I don’t care
Track Name: DOODLES
Doodles in my notebook, Doodles on my sneakers
Doodle on my desk and get in trouble with the teachers
Going to the games, just to chill under the bleachers
Damn, doodles are to teach us

Wasn’t one to pay attention, wasn’t one to sit still
Wasn’t born to die sad, Wasn’t born to pay bills
For real, food for thought, a meal
I was born to write this down, and try not to go and kill
myself yet, born to entertain,
born to tell everyone ideas in my brain
made to make milli and then tell my mom I made (it)
I can’t really say it, until I get famous
If they wanna laugh, they can go ahead
I swear to god, I’ll write songs, until I’m fucking dead
Doodles in my notebook, till the day I’m gone
Doodles in my brain to go write a fucking song

(Chorus)
Doodles in my notebook, Doodles on my sneakers
Doodle on my desk and get in trouble with the teachers
Going to the games, just to chill under the bleachers
Damn, doodles are to teach us (x2)

Lessons we would never learn, inside a classroom
Thoughts in my mind, gotta catch em, never pass through
Play a sad tune, if I’m in a bad mood
and write a love song, if I wanna jam dude
If you wanna chill we can do that too
Chill and watch cartoons, i’m in tune
Doodle in a heart or two, draw angel wings on you
Maybe draw a halo, and maybe draw myself too
I sit at home, and I play every vinyl
Spin it on a record player, until my final
day on this earth, got work in a while
Cop a new style, draw you a smile
I’d rather chill at home when they wanna have a party
Write down my brain, all at once with a sharpie
Coolest show in world first, coolest show in town
Now I’m feeling nice, so go ahead and slow it down


(Slowed Down, Deep voice 1st time, regular 2nd)
(Chorus)
Doodles in my notebook, Doodles on my sneakers
Doodle on my desk and get in trouble with the teachers
Going to the games, just to chill under the bleachers
Damn, doodles are to teach us (x2)

(SINGING)

Damn, and a notebook’s where I write my rhymes
and a notebooks where I paint my mind
I use a piece of paper to escape reality at times
and when I try, these people act like I’m the one committing crimes
Oh no, here he goes, ranting and blowing the air out his nose
telling the people, he want it to go, (and then)
making me think, about all of his flow, (again)
Wow, How?, word of the mouth,
piece of potato came off of the couch
talking about how his music is loud (and how)
he don’t wanna, fit in the crowd
Wow, he thinks he’s special
he acts like devil
pedal to the medal when I’m living in a temple
hella sentimental like hot as a kettle (little)
“I can never settle”
“I’m so mental”
“I always, wanna win a medal”
“instrumental so cool be gentle”
“I am just the most judgmental
I swear to god, belong in a kennel”
there I go again, like rental
spit out my thoughts like it’s dental
so stupid, I’ma lose it
I’m confusing, I won’t do this
why do I choose, take the bruises
always loses, boo’s and whoo’s
Like my name was Dr. Suess its
flat out dead, just how poetic
none of this is
I’ll forget it
Message sent it
Every cent it’s
making sense i’ll
check my senses, check my voice
check my rhymes
Make sure I get my percentage
Never meant it, yes they said it
Said the same thing about Kent and
V-tech, don’t forget to mention
this is the kid they suspended
Taking all his styles blended
by age ten I had amended
this the kid that up and ran
this the kid who drew on hands

(SINGING)
Track Name: SPACE (Instrumentalude)
(None)
Track Name: SHOT IN THE DARK
Can’t think straight, like age of 8
I don’t need a cape cause my family ate
Couple of dates with a couple of mates
Pack and M-9 and i’m suddenly great
Empty of fate but can barely wait
cause new shoes came as I start to shake
Just can’t wait to finally relate,
to all of these people, that are actually bait
Great, Wait, but I can’t shout it
Then I look bad, Cause of simple sounds and
Tell my friends I’m not about it
Say, God Loves me, but I doubt it
Wow, theres no way around it
You just said it, Josh and now they’re shouting
Cleanse yourself with a youthful fountain
Climb to your grind like a couple of mountains
I’m in and I’m out and I never stop counting
in all of this money i’m practically drowning
and thats all they’re saying it sounds like they’re clowning
he’s huffing and puffing and howling, rebounding
and can’t take a minute to think of surroundings
Verse, verbs, pro-nouning
Mind power, take a pounding
they see the king, but they don’t see the crowning
I’m man but a shark, and I’m keeping a chart
still leaving some marks, and bending like arc
No playing like park, I’m all bite and no bark
I’m a shot in the dark, I’m a shot in the dark

(CHORUS)
I’m man but a shark, and I’m keeping a chart
still leaving some marks, and bending like arc
No playing like park, I’m all bite and no bark
I’m a shot in the dark, I’m a shot in the dark

(VERSE 2)

Spitting these verses, the kid is a curse and he’s
Hurting the ear’s of the youth and uncertainty
can’t even comprehend the common curtesy’
Killing the vibe, is murder on third degree
Kurt Cobain, like i’m blowing your brains
I’m back and I’m busting and boy is untamed
and i’m hanging myself , like a picture in frame
Faking a fail, just for some fame

Whoa! you can’t even say it
politically correct like first name basis
put bass in the faces of kids in the nation
and hope that they learn, imagination
I’m facing the basis and making me shake
it’s so great and I can’t even stop HOL’ UP WAIT!
Bang, bang they wanna sang,
all of these verses like you was in gangs
Came, to, make me do
say all these things that you already knew
Bloods, Crips making you blue
Thugs, Bitches, something to do
Jump on the beat like my name kangaroo
You felt the heat when I came in the room
Slaying the fame and the game at it too
Praying for peace, making some news
Making it rain, and making a two
Making me say it, and I don’t want to
Honestly If I was being true
The truth would still be lying to you
I’m man but a shark, and I’m keeping a chart
still leaving some marks, and bending like arc
No playing like park, I’m all bite and no bark
I’m a shot in the dark, I’m a shot in the dark

(CHORUS)
I’m man but a shark, and I’m keeping a chart
still leaving some marks, and bending like arc
No playing like park, I’m all bite and no bark
I’m a shot in the dark, I’m a shot in the dark

Yeah… i guess I’m pretty crazy
Track Name: TRANQUIL TIGERS (Another Instrumental)
(No lyrics, my guy)
Track Name: YOU
You, your everything I want and more
Your everything I’m looking for
i look at my phone, and I look at the name,
and every time I wish it was yours, of course
your back on my mind, you did it again
your back in my heart, your still in my head
You keep me so happy, at same time insane
This aint for fame, this is for you
thought you were pretty, your thinking the same
I’m still so amazed, everything that you do
were thinking of worlds, I’m thinking of you, damn


(Chorus)
I swear I’m not messin
I have a confession
I don’t pay attention to lessons
I always send messages
counting my blessings,
paying affection and
I pay attention to
you


You got me in feelings, you got me day dreaming
got meanings and reasons, got potions, I’m feeling I’m hanging from ceilings, the thought of not being with you
possibly true, sorry, passive aggressive, but now i’m cool
cause i’m with you, and that’s all that matters, making you flattered
don’t think of before, just dream about after
Don’t think of the pain, but let it all shatter
sick in the brain, sing in the rain,
i’m never simple, I’m out with a bang
too overdue, saw it all through,
sounding cliche, stuck it like glue
when I came in the room and you saw me right through
and too good to be true, and I bought it like new,
I’m making you blush, I used to be blue, but then you

(Chorus)
I swear I’m not messin
I have a confession
I don’t pay attention to lessons
I always send messages
counting my blessings,
paying affection and
I pay attention to
you

Play me a song, tell me a story
anybody else, it would be boring
a new way of living, your so different
need me, I’ll be there in an instant
I love close distance, feeling I miss it
I haven't had this feeling since I was an infant
Your eyes are always shiny, your cooler than some ice tea
If you need me, you can always find me
they don’t gotta sign me, I just want you by me
when i’m with you, I feel like I’m flying
and honestly, that’s weird yo
I’ll be ,your hero
or better fitting, I’ll be your weirdo

(Chorus)
I swear I’m not messin
I have a confession
I don’t pay attention to lessons
I always send messages
counting my blessings,
paying affection and
I pay attention to
you

your eyes always gleam, what do i mean,
it’s all like a dream, is it just how you seem
my eyes bounce like a trampoline, kicking it, like soccer team
your addicting like nicotine, your killing me,
no guillotine, were, we to be, this is weird to me
what could this be, what does it mean,
i want you to see, that i’m cool as can be
if you think i don’t mean it, i want you to try
live and let fly, oversupply on a mountain of ties
comma’s, pauses, stop and ask why, can’t even lie
Say that were something, if so i’ma love it, if not it’s corrupted
but honestly, must it, be this way with two?
pairs of people, get it through, your mind, i love who?
should you be trusted and those are questions, just for you…

(Chorus)
I swear I’m not messin
I have a confession
I don’t pay attention to lessons
I always send messages
counting my blessings,
paying affection and
I pay attention to
you